It's been a while but I'm back in the land of the living.....I think!

I wanted to explain a little about my time off and why I've not been blogging ageI became quite ill after a long stint of bronchial infections and some otheIt was a really quick downward spiral and one that scared me to bits. One minute I was on the way to New York and out buying my last bits before we left; then BOOM It all went black and I was waking up in an ambulance. To cut a long story short, I had a very serious condition that raised my blood pressure to dangerous levels, plus I was trying to fight infection and my lungs were strained.....that's the short version. My new lap top thankfully saved me from brain dead syndrome!

I certainly had a lovely 3 months off though and spent lots of time with friends and family and I've been thoroughly spoilt by way of a very generous friend who took me on a 3 day spa break in the Malverns where we experienced some mind blowing alternative therapies. (watch this space)
In fact it gave me a new passion for the path I was on several years ago when I first practiced massage and I've been seriously thinking about embarking on a new journey when the time is right.

I've had lots of time to think and it's funny, or should I say ironic,  that it takes a health scare to bring everything back into sensible perspective. Like who really matters AND WHO DOESN'T! 

The life you lead when you're involved the sex industry is predictably superficial and honestly, I think it's rare to be able to have a secure, trusting or meaningful relationship with other sex workers because most who've been in the business for so long and have most probably seen shocking things, maybe been subjected to certain dangerous situations and have acquired negative attitudes towards things like
'what is healthy competition'
or
'who's going where and who's earning more' and even "I sent you a client; you owe me money" syndrome....I mean f*ck off.... who recommends another provider then tells her you owe a 'finders fee' My god, heard it all now. Another deluded element of the nutters in this industry.

Some ladies live, eat, sleep and breath this job and when not with clients or touring, they spend hours and hours trawling through the internet, constantly looking for other escorts that they know or 'know of' and religiously read the stupid forums where the whore hags are living their fantasist lives and the escorts are trying to entice more clients by excruciatingly 'appearing to show that they can not only provide an erotic waterfall of fun but that they can also stimulate ones mind with their high level of intelligence. ....IS ANYONE NOT ACTING? I'm 100% that all refined and upscale gents can see through the BS and I know they are totally disinterested in the squabbling and back stabbing that gets blogged about day after day. Who cares? Not me. Not 99.9% of guys.

I'm going off track now but I want to thank all of my gentleman friends who've been so lovely.

What's amazed me is that I have not advertised once on any websites yet I've been inundated with emails and 85% of the gents have found me via my blog so I suppose I need to be grateful to the woman who built it and guided me in the beginning as my stats are still through the roof.

I'm available in Dubai now EARLY MARCH and isn't the weather glorious. I'm loving my cheap, clean, friendly hotel more than ever....

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